You've got me thinking

You've got me thinking You've got me thinking bout, all the things that I used to do, and all the things that I've had to lose to get to where I am now mama I hope you stay proud of me Cause I've been so sweet I've been trying to breathe and, let go but I'm still stuck on you so, I'm scared I've been alone for 5 months now with you in my head (why are you in my head?) I don't need it I don't need you but boy you've got me thinking what if you were still here? would I still be the person that I am now? would you be impressed, if you saw me your tears still hurt me like bullets to my chest I wonder who I'll meet next to a year now oh boy you've got me thinking