"You're Gone"

Since you're gone, i lost myself; i'm afraid, i'm going crazy. I've never cried before, but now i do. Because of you i feel so blue, i don't know where to go, all the time in my life I've never been so down, never been stupid; I'm falling, I'm sinking, I'm drowning. Remember, I fought my love for you, can't believe I've done it all for you. You never seem to realize that it's you the reason why.....I can't sleep at night. Now I'm alone, trying to understand, make things right, trying to ease the pain. I really don't want to give up, cause with you I learned to love. Everytime I remember your smile, tears go fall by and by.. I HATE YOU but i know I LOVE YOU, you have to know.. Everything happened so fast, i'm not ready to lose you yet; all the things you said still running on my head and since you've been gone I cannot breath for the first time. Kei Xi Writings