Your Love was Pain

Your love was like a loaded gun always waiting to be shot once or twice I was the one standing by your side and told you that I would do whatever it takes for you and I but you never felt the same way you just wanted to use me and act like I was nothing for when you told me you loved me I know it wasn't love the flame on the candle is burning and I know you're gone anything I said you would use against me when I was just trying to be your true love but it was dumb, hopeless, and a waste of time for I should have known you would never be mine I felt like I was in your debt and I had a sense to repay you for everything you've done for me but all you've done for me has caused me tears and regret and for just a couple of years I'll never get back I thought it'd be the gun behind your back that was easy to see and not be hidden just to later realize it was a knife that was to end me that I'd never seen and I didn't think you'd do it but you stabbed me in the back after all these few years I won't get back you know I'd go through all this pain for you, no matter how much it takes.