Your hands all over me

Of course I am the sick one. It's not like you broke me into a hundred pieces. My words weren't enough to stop you. I could still feel it. Every day. My body was shaking. My mind didn't realized what was going on. My eyes dropped. I was so young i had no clue. I couldn't speak. There were no words left to find. 3 years i was searching for them. Just for you to leave and tell me I am sick. I make you sick. Of course. Could have never been your fault