younger self

if I had the number to my younger self I tell her that pain will come our way that trials will not be delayed that pain and suffering will come the people we love will go best friends will move away at our heart will break we are strong but it hurts I know this because I look at the Earth and I think what happened if something changed if only I can warn my younger self what I know today the world will hurt you family will too best friends will leave and you cry so much and you'll just keep on weeping the pain will never go away the ache in your chest isn't medical the ache is the feeling of loneliness and missing love that ach will never go away if I could tell by 12-year-old self I'd warn her of everything I know today it's going to hurt like a bitch and you're going to cry with in we're 14 now and we survived we got good friends now and yes people have left our life but that's okay cuz we made it out the storm is over there's no need to shout