you would try

if you actually loved me then you would try you would try come back into my life without ruining anything you would try to actually help me you would have tried to make things better you wouldn't have broke my heart a million times you have tried to patch it so there was no holes or no scratches no but you didn't you left and then you said sorry like that was going to fix something we can't be friends no we never could be I don't think that we could how would you ever be friends with me you know how I am I hate people that broke me that's why me and my dad don't talk much you know that's how I don't know how I could have told you all these things and known all these things but you just go and break my heart how could you do this what was funny about it did it make you happy or feel better about yourself I don't know but I feel like you would have tried.