You Told Me You Loved Me

Sometimes these nights seem to be restless and I lay down in my bed feeling so helpless last night I was laying in a dress mascara running down my face I was hoping the sun would rise for the next day so everything could change I wanted to leave and go away I was at first so excited to go to a dance with a boy but then realized I was just a toy you wanted to get the attention of another girl so you used me for the perfect advantage Nothing was real and nothing has been real I was so stupid for making a deal you told me you loved me but why would you use that word if it never meant anything more than a lie to betray me you could of told me you wanted her instead and now I wouldn't be just a dead girl walking I was sick a tired seeing you guys talking so I picked up my heels and ran away in my long blue dress you asked me where I was going off too but leaving was long past due since the moment I met you should of known I was just a pawn in a game and I guess I should be the one to blame because I thought I could believe you instead you made me look like a fool everyone laughed and put me to shame all around me voices calling my name but not anymore...I am done with everything