You messaged me

You're on my mind every day And i got a message from you yesterday, I got so excited, tears welled in my eyes, Voices in my head said you not fine, but it was a lie, I'm the one that's not fine, I wonder what you do on a Dailey, I wonder if you smiling, I wonder if it's real, I wonder if you took off that mask and that scars you're secretly carrying is revealed, I wonder if you found that person that pats you on the head, saying, I know you not OK, I wonder how was your day, And you messaged me, I wonder if you saw what I wanted you to see, In yourself, you're wonderfully and fearfully made, There's no need to be afraid, You messaged me and I thought you still believed in me, Missed me and still maybe even love me, You say you'll always love me, but your actions says otherwise, Maybe it's true but I believe it's false, People say actions speaks louder then words, And yours says some else.