you left me.

that night you left me was the one i needed you most i was a broken boy and you left me for a hoax nobody can change that night i cried and cried minutes turned to hours in such cruel time. your blood is beautiful that's why my hair is red to not symbolise your beauty but the pain you caused instead. my heart pumps for you the two conflicts in my mind to stay or to go i just really need a place to call home. will you be my comfort, my safety? will you guide me to the place i seek? no, no, because you'd rather guide me to a place where those peek into misery and pain. you said you wanted nothing to gain so why play such a horrid game? i never knew your motives but i never knew what you'd do next. such a simple question i ask why did you send me a hookup text?