" You know that"

You know that the more I talk to you, the more I think about you. I try to walk away from you, just so I won't overthink you again. but when you come to my side and start talking to me, my heart beats fast- I get flashbacks of all the moments, the times, the weeks, the days, the months, the hours, the classes we shared and laughed through. But now it feels like everything has changed. it's not me anymore, and it's not you anymore. At first everything felt like peace- but now, it feels like a race a race I can't win, to make you see that you're my peace, my warmth, and my love.