you in my mind

I think about you in silence I'm solitude you were mine Even if I know you could never be Having you in my mind was all I wanted I wasn't a deep lover But for you I seem to I changed my ways for you I leave habit that people tried to collect Is it a good or bad thing Knowing fully well to you it was a fling It made me think hard How such a fling could bring someone heart I look at the world in disperse Thought deeply and spoke Are you ever fair?