You gone

As I lie down here and think about all the time we spend together. A smile comes over my face. Then I realized it was all in my dream. Because I called you. You didn't respond. It must have been my imagination playing a trick on me. Because if you were here. You will be led down next to me. Now I am here just lying down and thinking about everything we have been through. Remember the promise you made me. Sometimes,I close my eyes, and I can see you as clearly as my dreams. You lifted me when I needed you the most. Because you couldn't let go of that thing that kept you from holding me. It feels like a nightmare coming through. But you are not here to protect me from all this pain. But now I have to learn to stand alone. You are the one who let go. Just because you wanted to be free. But I am the one who is trapped in my past. Now I hear too about tomorrow. Living my life tossed them further. With my head up high. So I can see what coming my way. Hope my dream comes true. I see myself back in your hand. But if I never get the chance to hold you. One thing I will thank you for all the dreams gave me. But now that dream turned into a nightmare. So if I fall into the night. Just let down and closed my eyes. I hop