You Gave Me Pain

I was a child, you made me suffer. You could have protected me, yet you never did. I only ever wanted you to save me, I was forever drowning in my thoughts, You could have pulled me out, but you were to far away. I wanted to be close to you, I wanted you to need my love, I wanted someone to care, You couldn't give me that. I dreamed we could be happy, I hoped we could be a proper family, You ever even tried. I wanted hope, You gave me pain