YOU DONT THINK ID DO IT

you don't think I'd do it I cling to your leg and mutter on and on yet all you do is shake me off you don't think I'd do it my wrists are sore and numb and they burn when I take a shower you can see my wrists in class you don't think I'd do it you tell me you can't do much to stop me you say I need to seek professional help you don't put in the effort to beg me to stop you don't think I'd do it I count the pills one by one when I sit on the cold bathroom floor and the next morning you'll look at the news you didn't think I'd do it