You don't know

You don't know how many times I missed you at 1am You don't know how many times you visit my mind You don't know how many times I went through your pictures You don't know how many times I opened your chat to text you You don't know how many times I went back to our good chat You don't know how many times you were reminded every time I liked a reel You don't know how many times I imagined scenarios with you You don't know how many times my heart asks me to go back to you ...... You don't know how many times I cried thinking how hard it is to stop missing you ..... All you think is that I'm avoiding you , All you think is I'm moving on , All you think is I'm busy , Well , I just wanted to control how much I miss you , because it's hard that I cannot let you know how much I miss you , bcz It's hard everytime I wait for your msg in your busy schedule , bcz it's hard to cry at 1am just bcz I miss you ... But remember , even though you don't receive my text , even though you think I'm moving on , remember , there wouldn't be a day without you in my mind... Forever wish you happiness and love from this world , from the people around you ..... And here I am writing even though I knew you wouldn't check...