You didn't deserve me

I don't know if I should cry, laugh or get angry. Because I did try to love the both of us, for us. Showed you perfection even in times I didn't see my value.. Even in times I was beating myself up in silence. Guess silence is a different kind of pain. A self torture only subtle to one's soul. Let me tell you you never did deserve me. I colored that pain of yours with me as if it was something so sacred.. I let you in You were my everything but just like oil and water they can never mix. Light with darkness Sound and silence Traded my peace with your chaos With a view that will be able overcome the storms together. You didn't deserve me!!! I gave every inch of my existence thinking that I had found my missing rib... Kanshi?!!! It was was a knife, no a parasite something drained my inabiton and dreams. Yet I still miss you. Drifting in my own emotions, they overwhelm at times and thoughts of regrets starts to ponder inside my head. Thinking I had you on my bed. Then I will be complete. You sacked out every bit of me, hanging on my crotch, honestly you were worse than a leach you witch. Damn!! am sorry Don't get it twisted the sorry is for me. For all the times you stole from me what w