You can't heal me

For the first time I feel safe with you and for a moment I forgot all the shit I went through. With you, everything feels right to me and I become the version that I should be. Togheter we looked at the stars and I thought you could heal all my scars. But you should not be responsible for my mental health, everyone must heal themselves. As much as I wanted it to work out, the voices in my head are too loud. It's not your fault, it's always mine, but it was your heart that was on the line. All the time I have to think of you and question my decision everyday new. I dont know why, but I always brake things apart, maybe to protect my own heart.