you can't always see the pain

When her eyes are closed you can't see the pain in her eyes The eyes that are always filled with tears When she is alone and feels like no one cares All you see is the happiness whether fake or not All she does now is go out or sit in bed And rot But no one knows that she is going trough alot She gave trying to be happy a shot But it never worked for long and forgot Forgot how it feels to feel happy Truly happy. Do I want a relationship Or do I just want to feel loved she asks