you and you.

You died A year before you lived You cried A sigh of relief You smiled As looked into my eyes A love So beautiful beyond comprehension You tried To meet up with my needs You died while holding me You lied Said it was a smile just to keep my world from turning vile You broke just to build me I try To meet up with your every need I do Everything to keep them from turning this to a taboo I die Just so that you stay true To who you want to be and who you want me to be m I know you see me bleed just to keep up to you I know you see the guilt in every single thing I do What you don't know is that I try to keep up with you But I just can not be you for you I try super hard to do what you find true But is it a crime to fix this my way too? I know it's bad and I know it's sad I know you can't fathom that I love you unconditionally and in everything I do I live the way you want me to even as I try to break through I think I just might try to get comfortable with Being you as you never were.