You

I know a few days ago was your birthday and I'm happy for you well I guess I just don't understand you say that you wanna get closer to the family but I haven't seen anything You havent messaged me or called me It's only ever if I do it first, Last I saw you was yesterday you didn't seem quite happy to me and I know we aren't that close anymore when I was a kid But You only you can change that I know it takes time though I'm losing myself All over again because of you You destroy me it hurts me more cause I keep forgetting about you and when I do You come back I feel like you don't care about me anymore I do care about you but then I remember that you are nothing to me cause 7 years without You hurts me more than yourself I thought I could change but I can't because of You and I used to call you "My favorite brother" but now it doesn't feel like you aren't a brother to me You just remind of a person that I do not care about anymore and I know you are going through some very difficult things and I want to talk about it but You won't let me I call message you but You don't ever answer to me, This is why I don't love you anymore