"you"

you. the one who hurt me more than i've been hurt in my life. you. the one who didn't hit me but who yelled until i cried. you. the one who made me hide deep in my closet until you were more sober. you. the one who hurt and yelled and made me cry and made me strong. you. the one who made me realize at four years old that the world is scary. you. the one who birthed me and for some reason made me a wreck.