YOU

Hey! I don’t know how to write a poem so that it'll look like a poem!!! I just want you to feel my rough feelings with my writing flaws! I don’t know if I’ll ever get a chance to show these to you. You— the one who made every day prettier than the one before. You— the one for whom I loved poems once, the one for whom I started reading novels, the one for whom I spoke to the moon, the one for whom I started enjoying rain You— the one who taught me to believe in myself. You— the one for whom I have no regrets, even after crying a whole year like a shit But aren’t you the one— for whom I left novels behind? For whom even a single drop of rain feel like shit the one who makes the moon feel disgusting to me now? the one who was my home, yet left me empty again the one who makes me feel guilty more than I feel how much I loved you the one for whom I avoid the places we once walked? The one who's my fav memory yet the sharpest wound that I'll never want to heal Yes— you are still the one for me As beautiful as the day you hugged me from behind. ~~Your Moon.. maybe if you remember!!💗