yes no maybe so

I wait I shed tears in my bed waiting for the one person who is my sun the moon and everything in between even if others dare try and ask it's a no there is a firm but polite no thank you there's only one that I'll say yes to even if I have another year My friends all tell me please wake up the love is gone and disappeared. am I the foolish one to love someone I don't think I cannot have yes no maybe so or is it time for to go I don't know ?