Years ago

Through rain and dust I was drifted a wind blows hard that made me swept away the hesitant feeling comes flooding this are the emotions I tried to held in Years have past but I'm still drifted far the blows travels me far from somewhere it's unknown that leads me to chaos it's silent but it hunts to destroy Though it was years ago I'm still in agony didn't know how to go back in line must i do these for years? I hope for something unexpectedly for something to change my direction to lead me in a right destination and to feel something to end