Yearning Resilience

In the new year's haze, my heart's heavy weight, They whisper for my surrender, But I won't take the bait. Fear pulses within, causing quite a debate, But I won't let it seal my uncertain fate. Oh dear, You may be unaware, Your presence, a catalyst for the tear. Because of you, it fell, Making things unclear. Healing feels distant, a daunting frontier, Through this tempest inside, My heart needs to steer.