Written in Stone

When I was younger I never talked to people. But now I feel like I talk to much. or how I would cry when I was sad and now i hold it in. Have you ever felt like that? How you're starting to realize that you're growing up and how everything that's happend is written in stone? And how everything seems to be getting harder? What if I wanna change whats happened. I can't. That's the thing. Everything I've ever done is permanent and nothing can fix that. I'm not saying I wanna re-write my whole life. But those certain moments that I don't want to think about anymore are just written in Stone. Forever.