writing to pass the time

My pendulum says you come here days after I downloaded the app now I wonder if a spirit made me download it to begin with. The Spirits sos-and-sos tease me regarding you: 'he knows you're in love,' eww, don't tease me. How does he know? I didn't tell him. I must've screwed up somewhere then. This makes me dig my head into the metaphorical sand, how can I face you? How often do you come here do I have to hide under a rock?