Writing It Down

The weight I carry in my chest That ache that never let's me rest When panic wraps around my mind And peace is nowhere I can find I pick up a pen And hide away in my den The storm that rages deep inside The hurt I've struggled hard to hide Each word a breath I couldn't take Each verse a crack the dark cant fake I spill the feelings I cant say And let them pour onto the page It doesn't fix what's wrong or right But still-it helps me sleep at night So when I feel I've lost control I write to doothe my screaming soul The pdin still lives, but now i see- It doesn't have to be the death of me