writer block

Sometimes, I get lost with my words and thoughts. I just sit here thinking about how I made this far. Do I deserve to be happy, or I live with regret all my life.So my mind is blank with no words in sight. Hope to find myself in a batter mindset. So I can find the words to say in my writing. The best thing is that the words were they. My mind was hiding so I could see what was in front of me.