Wreck Of Bein

Why does it seem like its only bad shit happens to me? wherer is the good? to live happy and carefree. why does it seem people only want to use and take away from me? why can't these sorry ass people leave me the hell alone and let me try to live happily? instead of having to worry whos with or against me? i guess i was ment to be a wreck a wreck of a fuckin bein