would you still visit my grave

when I am old or young when my time is well past done if flowers are to adorn my way would you still visit my grave? if I am to take my life would you cry about my suicide? would you stay up on inside your house or would you go on and live a life without? if I am to die old and well I hope that my life was successful maybe someday I joined a play or maybe an orchestra or sang all day maybe it's that I got a job and maybe my family all moved on but when I am to die someday would you still visit my grave?