Would you love me like I do

If I could write with tears That would be best Because at least you'll see my emotions If I could write with blood That would be much better Because you'll see how I'm hurting But anyway that's impossible to do As I know you don't care that much And my very words mean nothing to you Yes, how can you love a loser like I How can you waste your precious time By allowing me in your court You are beautiful in my eyes That I cannot utter lie I always ask myself why you why did the earth cursed you By letting me fall for you To me, I may take it that I'm fortunate That I have a pleasure to even think of you And it's a memory I so wish not to end Because if it does nightmare will flood in If I were to tell you how I feel Would you understand or you'll mock me If I were to utter I love you Would you love me back If I were to forsake all just for you Would you accept my heart Or you'll reject me as others have done If I could do all just to prove that I love you Would you give me your heart to be mine Would you though?