Worst part of you

You don't understand what I'm going through. And of course I can't explain it because it's tough. So tell me what exactly is fine about not talking to someone all of a sudden. And when I do it it's not right so between both of us who is cudden. You keep on taking me back to the bad past. And all I want to do is just move on fast. I'm not happy about having to talk if your aware. All I ever wanted was a friendship but it's now in declare. So as much as it hurts me it also makes happy to block your number. But I have to cause this friendship is rotten like cucumber. Goodbye forever the positive moments were nice. But some were as painful as being hit by a dice.