World of toxicity!

I never asked to exist in this world of toxicity A place where the bad things are good and the good things are bad The people I say are my friends Are the same people who wouldn't mind if my life was to end Too much overthinking in my mind,the thoughts are digging... Remember! I didn't ask to be here,but I face consequences as if I begged to exist Where shall I get the joy? Rather than getting it from a boy who's probably going to use me like a toy! Energy dissolved cause of the heavy I carry... "Fake things are never expensive" Probably why my smile is so gorgeous!! I'd say... It's the fakest thing I do on a daily basis This is poetry Makopii!<3💗