Words Left Unsaid #9

Am I selfish? For wanting to keep you in my life Fighting pitifully for your acceptance and love when you don't even want it. Or am I selfless? For choosing you over my own self, just because my heart tells me so thinking you'd still care enough to choose me one day. I've been feeling split in half for so very long and it feels like I don't know what i am anymore. All my body knows, is that it wants to be yours.