Words Left Unsaid #24

It seems as though, there's no more to be said for us. nothing to save. nothing to talk about. you've never made the effort, that i have. you're not meant to make the effort, but I don't know how you can stand there, and see me at my very lowest, begging for anything from you and you can't even say a word. I'm tired of seeing "I understand." I'm tired of the blocking and arguments. I'm tired of it being one sided. Nothing you can say can disprove that. If you truly want something from me. Whether that's friendship or the bare minimum. You have to earn it and show it to me that you want that. Because it's all half-assed. Did it ever occur to you how I felt guilt tripped too? For mistakes I've apologized for, that you can't let go. Right now, I realize, that there is nothing left to save, UNLESS you make the effort to save it. Like how I have. Too many times to count. You took those flowers, but forgot all about them when the bill came and I couldn't pay it.