Words Left Unsaid #16

Maybe I shouldn't write this one. And I don't believe in what I will say. But missing you has become too much, and trying to make you stay, has been rough. I want to know you care, more than I want myself to be better. And I can't get it no matter how hard I try. So my mind goes into dark places, and thinks if I die, will I get my answer. We'll see in the next entry.