Words I wish to say pt. 1

Duet - Words I wish to say by Anny Bright I don't hate you, I'm just disappointed you turned into everything you said you wouldnt be. Disappointed you did everything you said you wouldn't do to my already broken heart Not friends Not enemies Just some odd strangers with some memories. Memories I hope you'll enjoy and regret when you think about me. And this morning I wondered if you ever meant a word you said I have conversations in my head to myself and someone else that is myself about what if questions What if we weren't long distance would you still leave me? What if I didn't cry so much would you not have given me blank answers when what I needed was a simple " I'm here for you " Sometimes the voice in my head even likes to ask me " what are you doing with your life " I answer back " I don't know what else to do" Talking to you made my day now I dread the loss I've surfaced when you left I'm silent but my lips are moving. I'm fading away but you don't notice With all of my broken pieces gathering in my arms slicing me open bit by bit you take my glass heart and shatter what I tried to build back in hopes I would recover from the wounds someone else left behind but instead you became some of the reasons