words hurt

My mind breaks free like the mad hatter, and I run from the pain inside My soul is lost but does it even matter and I cover my pain and just hide. My heart screams loud from the pain my mouth goes too far My words are mean and insane I think I left a scar. My thoughts do things I cant even fathom I try to close my eyes My mind is spastic and rather random I've lost my pride. Sorry for the words I speak for I don't know Sorry for the hurt I caused ,I lost control.