WORDS AND WHISPERS

I fall asleep amidst every pain into a night that entangles my sorrow My mind creates a fantasy, the one I dreamed of with you the joy of every intention breaks open for tears to flow yet being an encounter that held love's whispers and truths My wounds hurt deep within the abyss of a deceitful heart Pulling memories through the roads with every crack Every second without you makes me lose the war I hope with deep endearment that time heals my wounded core It's hard that I relentlessly pray for you, even when you barely think of me The echoes of your words still cut through every noise The world stays still and I scramble to pick a decision to be free Free from a mind caught in hope and a heart intertwined in the void When you were the groom, I was not a bride ...... when I was the bride you were not the groom Every word that tries to explain the pain dies in my heart Searched for you in every heart, ended up with 'chose to let go' or lose