Word of feeling

As a writer, I wonder if my words are good enough. I always try to my motion. Make my words come alive. Writing is my therapy of thought. Wonder am I choose the right words. Or am I just lying to myself? Writing takes me a whole world. It is where I can express myself. It is when I turn to that positive mind. Living with motion. The only way I can let out is with words and motion. Step into my safe zone. If something happens take it away. It is like someone douth you. Or there tell you not good enough. Your words are not going enough. My feeling is the most thing to me. Is when I can express myself drew words. Because the words don't come out of my mouth. So I speak with a pencil in my hand. Just write. I know it can take me to a whole new level in life. Write is when I can be me. It is hard to speak out. But when I write is a place where I can be me. I speak from my heart. When I recharge myself and thought. My heart has a lot to say. Trying to stay in the positive verb. Being in a whole new direction. I have one motion that stops me. Douth my self or foolish myself. Because maybe I don't have the right words. Just me and my feelings. Every word hides a meaning. Just like my feelings. Written live shot star.