won't bat an eye

I can feel my pulse on every inch held you so close to my skin feel you moving back sometimes and I'm just scared that you'll leave me behind would leave my life from now behind to make a new one by your side sounds so perfect but you're scared to make me love you and regret it at the end and I knew it from the start we could've never been what we want sounds so easy in my head but to you it's worse than death now, how am I supposed to help? when you're too scared to take my hand? you say I was the best thing in your life still you wouldn't bat an eye - when you told me I could never call you mine.