wondering

Here I am sitting in my room wondering the future that I may face soon planning my next moves , for my future that are still not unfold who knows what my future could be? something I wanted to? or maybe a unexpected surprise to see the urge within me cant stop to care for because I'm scared to know the future that I hold but something within me a spark wanting to know the future of mine that is yet to unfold for I know that its beyond imagenable so I sit in my room wondering how for me to have a better future beyond things that are unexpected like my future holds.