Without You...

I've dug deep but can't find the one I seek. Am I underground or am I in the lost and found? With no one around, I can't hear a sound. The despair reeks of you, every day, I see you. My anxiety focuses on you just a tad more, and I'm at despairs peak, trying to find the piece that will fit into my heart, the one that brought our start, at the place that we are now not. I reached out and was caught, waves crashed against my heart, now I pout to be shot, fighting the cruel tides of the dark...