Without

In the depths of despair, I find myself bound Wrapping my feelings, discarded and drowned A facade I wear, to hide all the sad These pills promised joy, but it's all just a fad Awoken from slumber, uncertainty sets in A dreamlike haze, questioning where I've been Carelessly ingesting the pills I rely But happiness eludes, just a hollowed-out lie A world spinning 'round as I lay on the floor Regret floods my thoughts, seeping to my core Perhaps behind the smile, I was never truly glad A facade shattered, revealing the sadness I've had Waiting for flatline as time slips away The clock's steady ticking, my senses betray Listening closely, knowing the world will carry on In its blissful ignorance, without me, it will dawn.