Within Myself.

Another dawn,Another day And so I cope with the best they say Each day Another step I know Awaiting yet another blow For though I see I feel I'm blind This darkness that consumes at times To blanket body,soul and mind There is a way,there has to be If not why struggle desperately? I want to feel the way I was Not just if or why because This is my life,I want it back To feel a part to interact Not stood outside and looking in I want to laugh and smile and grin To feel that wave of fascination Or is this just down to medication? If its supposed to make me feel well Why is it that I feel like hell?