With out you God

In my mind I hear my concinece say everything will be ok. I hope that all will be ok, though. I hope it's true. I hope all will be ok. I hope I'll be ok. I hope it will all be ok. The way I want it to be, you know what I mean. What I'm thinking in my mind and feeling in my heart. I hope that I never have to say goodbye to my baby boy. That I don't have to leave here,That I ain't got to worry about any of it. That my caregiver is always my caregiver, never upset with me. That no one upset and if they are all, be ok. I won't let it affect me, but overall, I hope that all is ok. That nothing ever goes wrong, you get what I'm saying, please. Please, Lord, help me. I just need you to hear my heart thoughts and mind. Hear all of me please lord I need you I can't do it with out you God.