Wish...

I wish you knew how much I want you. I wish you could hold my heart and hear what it says to you- the words, the sentences I've been holding in, only for you to say. I wish you understood my love for you. I wish you knew how you light my skies and wipe away my tears just by looking at me. I wish you cared how much I miss you. I wish you knew that I think about you. I wish I could tell you how I care about you- how I cried secretly when you cried today. I wanted to hug you, for you to pick me up like you used to, but it went for someone else instead. I wish I could hate you instead of loving you. I wish I could be happy in little ways without you. I wish you knew how your beauty, your warm smile keep playing in my head, and make me wonder if there's someone like you I can find.