windfall memories

I was walking alone in the park, When those memories of us appear, How i looked in your eyes like a sunshine that sparkled With full of bliss. How i first looked at you wearing that pink shirt, how i smell your aroma that gaves me butterflies In my stomach. And that feeling inside of me makes my heart pumped Really hard that i can't bearly breath. It hurts remembering how i laugh with you in That favorite spot. It hurts, It really hurts. My heart ache like it never feel this way. But you, you are the one who made me feel Betrayed. I don't want to feel this ever again, What i only wanted was bieng loved by you. But you never gave that way to me. Is it hard? Or i was foolish to gave all my love for you That thiers nothing left for me. because when i look at you again. All i see was pain, vain, gain, that hard to contain.