why won't they get it

I just want to be alone why won't they get it in my lowest point I want to feel loved why won't they get it I try to laugh and pretend I'm fine but no I might sooner snap in my head there's a world where I'm the ultimate ruler I'm in charge,I make the rules but why won't they get it that in that world I exist alone I seek companionship and solitude a little bit of both and I'll be fine I don't want to be alone but why don't they get it